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there are no coincidences
but as I sit here alone in this head flipping the pence
its with it
that I come to laugh a little fuller
restoration in the form of Mexican pastries
what she means to me spans out vast over centuries
long winded
we
could
probably fill an air balloon and travel the globe for free
except i don't want to
I'd like to just like to
get a bit more background
swap more love songs
maybe even hold hands
and share future plans
She texts me in code
as if to help me slow
but maybe she hasn't figured out yet I have one mode
Beautiful goddess
keeper of all things honest
thank you for humbling this prophet
pauper
panderer of all that will come to be
see you in my dreams
and keep safe my poetry

The problem with "knowing" is...

I couldn't possibly fit my entire arguement into this one post.  So ill just ramble a little while and see what comes up.

Aside from the fact that you are usually closing yourself off to a variety of amazing experiences, I find one of the largest problems with knowing is that you might end up repeating the same "mistakes" over and over again.  When we know, we are certain, and for most people certainty gives life to purpose.  What we attach to that purpose can be a lot of things but ultimately it leaves very little room for us to explore what's possible.

I often tell my self and my friends "I don't know is a great place to start" because often times when we are sure it causes a lot of stress and pressure.  We set up expectations, on others, the world, and most of all ourselves.  I'm coming up on my 30th trip around the sun and find a bit of comfort that I just don't know about a lot of things.  Its taken me a long time to get comfortable in the void and hope to stay here for a hot minute.  Just taking it in as it comes or as a great friend of mine says "I've got a 4 day buffer".

There are somethings I do know...
...MYSELF!!!

And to me that's another great place to start.  Know what makes you happy, sustains your happiness, and jump off that cliff to get it.  If mid way through the free fall you start to doubt that this choice in some way shape or form bring you to a higher plain of existense, I urge you to think again, and occasionally check in with your intentions.  Come from the heart friends and see how you are rewarded through out this grand master narrative.

I'm not making a case for ignorance and I definitely hope those reading this don't assume apathy is the way togo.  I guess I'm pleading you to stop, let g, and see what life has to say. :D