papers falling from a cliff

I think she just wanted me to hold her

...but you know I wanted more

So we tussled, cuddled, struggled, and explored

seconds to minutes to hours to days

I awake in a haze

she now rests in my maze

She definitely just needed me to hold on

But in the end I let her go

Right @ the end of the winters snow

So many memories

I live inside the laughter

So much carelessness

I guess I'm naturally attracted to disaster

The beauty I found in those arms

Those wild wandering fractilated eyes

give me hope that it was just a taste and something greater will again fall from the sky

She never said so but I get this feeling like she wanted me to hold her

and I always thought I was that guy

giving love a try

giving into being shy

sing me something reasonable, sing me another lullaby